الجمعة، 9 يوليو 2010

What I can Never Have - Part 6

Justin takes my hand and kisses it, and says, "I love you more, you can't even imagine how much!"

I woke up in an unfamiliar place, i turn around and see Justin sleeping next to me, i kept thinking *Omg did we do it? no no, i would have known, ah yesterday was such a blur, one time I'm confessing my whole life to Justin and in the end Justin tells me he Loves me, is he kidding? or is her serious?.... *I get up from bed and try to tip toe to the bath room, just when I'm about to open the door, i felt someone, holding my waist and whispering to my ear "Good morning beautiful".. I start to blush. He turned me around and hugged me. We kept looking into each others eyes, I got lost in his beautiful hazel colored eyes... he leaned in a kissed me, i didn't hesitate so i kissed him back, we ended up making out *like allot* =p......

Me:
Justin...
Justin: yea?
Me: I have to call Molly, I bet she is worried...
Justin: Call her after...Spend the day with me.. *winks*
Me: I would love to spend the day, but i don't have clothes, I need to change.
Justin: Ok call Molly, and I'll drop you off, then I'll come pick you up at like 4:30
Me: *blushing* okkaay....I need to get my phone
Justin: Ok go get it *says it in a flirty way*
Me: okay will u get off me =p

It takes me about 20 minutes struggling to get Justin off me =p.... Eventually i dialed Molly's number...
Molly: ALLY WHERE ARE YOU?!
Me: I'm with umm...Justin... *Justin in the background winking*
Molly: Your parents are calling like crazy!!.... I covered for you, but i can't keep up!.. they were about to call the camp!
Me: OH SHIT!!...ok I'm coming in like 20 minutes!
Molly: Ok hurry up!

Molly hanged up, i started wearing my shoes, tied my hair in a messy ponytail...

Justin: Ally slow down..
Me: I can't I have to get back... my parents are calling like crazy! ...I swear to god if they knew where i were they are gonna kill me like literally I'm gonna have a slow and painful death..
Justin: Shhh, no one is ever gonna touch you!.. I told you, I'm never leaving you...If you die I die..
Me: *tearing up* Justin, I'm just scared.....I don't think I can do this, What if my parents knew? What if they found me with you doing god know what!
Justin: Look, I LOVE YOU! no one is ever gonna hurt you, they have to go through me!

Justin comes and hugs me, and I start crying even more...

Me: I just don't want you to get hurt because of me....
Justin: I don't care if I get hurt, What matters is you and only you.
Me: I love you...<3.. Ok umm I really gotta go...
Justin: Ok lets go.

~ At Molly's ~

Molly: Hurry up call your mom, dad or whatever I don't care
Me: Ok Ok!!
Justin: Calm down Ally, it gonna turn out okay...

I just love how he calms me down so fast.....I dialed mom's number "OMG its ringing!"

Mom: Ally!?.. where have you been!?
Me: Oh sorry mom, i just have been caught up in camp! Its so much fun!
Mom: I don't care if you are having fun!.. just tell me why haven't you called me?!
Me: Mom I'm soo sorry *tears up* you know how it is here... I just didn't have time..
Mom: If u don't have ti- *dads snatches the phone and talks*
Dad: Well if you don't have time, then you come home this instant.
Me: But dad, I just came here like one day ago... Its not fair.. Please give me another chance!
Dad: FINE, this is your last warning!.. But even so, you are staying only a week and that's it!
Me: But why!? camp is like 3 weeks!
Dad: It turns out that your fiance is coming a bit early than we expected..
Me: Can't you just let him wait?
Dad: Absolutely Not!! We will not be embarrassed by your inappropriate behavior!
Me: Bu-t... I DON'T WANT TO GET MARRIED TO A GUY THAT I DON'T F***ING KNOW!
Dad: I SAID MIND YOUR LANGUAGE!!
Me: Dad its not fair....I wanna at least experience love, how it feels to hold, kiss and love your BF.
Dad: Shut up!... what has gotten in to you!!...you will marry the man that we have chosen for you, and you will love and cherish him as time passes!
Me: BUT!!
Dad: I swear to god, if i hear one more word.. I will come take you home!
Me: ok, bye! *i hate you*
Dad: bye!

I start crying my heart out, and Justin comes and hugs me soft and tight...

Me: *sobs* what am i going to do!
Justin: How about you come with me....
Me: Justin this is not the time for you to joke around..
Justin: I'm not.. Runaway with me...
Me: WH-A-AT!?! I can't!.. what if.. what i- *cuts off*
Justin: What if what?..
Me: What if! allot of things!.. what if they found me! what if they beat the hell out of me!! I just can't take it anymore!.. I'll just go home, suffer and marry that guy that I don't even know, live a crappy life and in the end i commit suicide... how about that?
Justin: That's not even funny! how can you say that!
Me: Justin I have no one! i have no one !
Justin: Hello?! You have me! you have Molly! that's enough!... I love u so much!..why can't you see that!
Me: Justin!
Justin: what?!
Me: SHUT UP... AND KISS ME!

Justin leans in and kisses me so hard, that i didn't wanna let go, I'm scared of losing him, I'm just gonna miss him so much, miss the way he comforts me, his smell, his taste, his everything! he is my everything!

Justin: Come On Ally, I just can't leave you all alone, and live this life!
Me: How am I supposed to drop everything and leave?
Justin: you can its simple...I'm gonna ask you one last time...Runaway with me...

TO BE CONTINUED!!!!! <3



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