الأحد، 21 فبراير 2010

The "Perfect" Life of Anna - Part 8

I entered the room ...
Dean: so doctor what is it?
Dr: well....I'm afraid that it is...............
a Brain Tumor.
Dean: huh?what?(eyes filled with tears)....................well is it treatable?
Dr: well.....no... and i am very sorry...
Dean: how about chemotherapy?
Dr.: sorry dean.. I'm afraid its too late for that....if we caught it earlier you might have had a chance in surviving this dreadful disease.
Dean: are u sure we don't have any chance?
Dr: I'm pretty sure.
Dean: so....how much time do i have left?
Dr: well your scans show that your tumor has spread about half of Ur brain. By this i can say that you have about less than two weeks....and I'm very sorry...
Dean:OK...thank you doctor..
I went to my car and just sat there....i thought to myself how am i gonna tell Anna?How am i gonna leave her all alone? I can't bear to tell her....i just can't its too hard......I started crying and crying like a child and i couldn't help myself. I went straight home and and saw my father as usual sitting drinking in the middle of the day. I couldn't even bother to tell him cause i know he would get angry and will start to hit my poor mother. I went to my mother and told her everything she started to cry and shiver. I calmed her down and told her that I'm gonna be okay... and its best for me to die than to suffer from this disease her on earth. I couldn't sleep all night... i kept thinking how i am going to tell the one and only person i i love so much, an d how she would react to it.... would she hate me? would she hug me and tell me its going to be okay? or will she cry and tell me to forget about her?.... those very three question were the truth. I will have to make every moment count with her.....with so little time left.
~~~~Anna's Perspective~~~~
All of a sudden of phone starts to ring ...........its was dean .... he called me to ask me if i would want to go out. We went to the beach my favorite place. ............. During this whole week Dean every day would take me out on a stroll to the beach park.... and very amazing places. I liked it so much that we were going out, and it just made us closer to each other. The perfect Getaway... was when we went on boat and we watched the sun as its sets on the horizon..... I stared in to his perfect blue eyes and moments later he leaned in and kissed me. (AMAZING!!).
~~~After 1 Day (Deans perspective)~~~
I woke up at 3:00am, i felt dizzy and about to vomit...i walked to the bathroom but i couldn't even hold myself......i saw the room as three and suddenly i fainted.My mother heard the fall and came running, as soon as she saw me she called the ambulance. They took about ten minutes to reach the house. I woke up after 4 hours they said that i fainted and its not long before I die. I have spent all my time with Anna this whole week and i hope that she would forgive me. I called my mom over and gave her a hug, she was crying her heart out to me.... and just when i saw her face i cried even more too....i just couldn't help myself to stop. I reached in my bag pack that my mother brought. I took out an envelope and told her to send it to that very address which was written on it. I kissed and hugged my mom goodbye because its only moments till my heart stops beating. I could feel my heart getting slower and slower every second. I could hear my mother crying and screaming just before my heart stopped. As i closed my eyes a tear drop slid over my cheeks.
~~~~ After 2 days ...after the death of Dean(Anna's perpec.)~~~~
I went down stairs, put my shoes on and opened the door.... i saw a small box together with a letter on the floor. I opened it and saw a beautiful ring. I was amazed by its beauty. I opened the letter and begun to read.
Dear Anna.....,
I've been waiting for someone like you to come to my life. I'm really sorry for not telling the truth to you this whole time. I had a brain tumor and i just knew a week ago. Since then i was afraid to tell you that you might get sad or get really depressed. So, i give you this necklace to let our love connect even if i go to the other side. I really want you to be my first and last. But i guess that couldn't be. I just want to tell you how much i really love you. No matter what you will always be in my heart and mind. I did not call you since that day i didn't want you to know that i was going to die. I just want you not to get worried or come to my death day. For i know you will surely get hurt. I'm sorry if i made you mad. But for me its better not being sad. Since now, i really hope u will keep me in your heart and mind even though i am not here. I thank you for all the happiness that you gave me. I just hope you don't miss me so much for i will be right beside you no matter what. I want you to keep this letter and ring so u will not forget me no matter what. I will wait for you in the other side!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
Your true love: Dean... <3
Those last words... Those last words... I LOVE YOU... really touched me. I begun to cry even without realizing it. For some reason I'm not mad for what he has done. I'm really happy he said those words. I smiled and begun to cry even more. "How can I forget you, you idiot..." i said. " You're the first and last person i will ever be with" I will also wait for the day that both of us will be together again. I LOVE YOU!!!Since that day i was full of glee. But somehow i feel something really missing. I guess I'm just no good without him.
The End!
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الأربعاء، 17 فبراير 2010

The "Perfect" life of Anna - part 7

~~~In the car (Deans perspective)~~~
i cant believe that i kissed her, its was the best night ever!....i started my car's engine and and put it into DRIVE, i glanced and i saw my phone i had a message it read...
"hello Dean, its Dr. Mathew, i got back early from my trip, so we can meet and i will tell you your results.... when you get "
I immediately called him...
Dean: Good evening doctor
Dr: hello dean, so u have seen my message....
Dean: yeah....where and when do you want to meet.
Dr: we have too meet as soon as possible and i think it would be better to meet in the hospital
Dean: OK... tomorrow?
Dr: yes that would be great... at 11:30am?
Dean: yeah perfect timing....and thank you...oh and doctor..
Dr: yes?
Dean: I've been having really bad headaches, nausea and vomiting.
Dr: do not take any medication... and i will check it tomorrow.
Dean: OK bye
Dr: bye.
I closed my mobile feeling that something was wrong with me....(after half an hour)...as i was heading back home i couldn't see well....my eyes were like covered with a layer of some sort of thing... it was all blurry and i almost ran a red light.
~~~Anna's perspective~~~
I went straight to my room....and kept writing in my diary about Dean. I tried to put so much detail on my writing =D. (enters Kim)
Kim: SO how did it go?
Anna: it was amazing!!
Kim: so did he umm...u know..
Anna: ......?
Kim: did he kiss you?
Anna: ya he did!!...it was the the best night ever!!....and he said that he is in love with me!! <3
Kim: he did!! awwww.....<3
Anna: OK ....I'm gonna sleep now...=D
Kim: goodnight!!..
Anna: bye!.
~~~Dean's perspective~~~
i woke up 10:45, i took a quick shower, got dressed, and headed to the hospital. I waited in the waiting room, to be called on. After exactly 15 minutes the nurse escorted me to the room. The doctor came in.....
Dr.: well, how are you feeling today any headaches?
Dean: yeah, i had one this morning they come and go.
Dr.: well, what i saw in your blood test was something .
Dean: what was it?
Dr: well i can't tell you exactly what it is, you first have to to an x-ray.
Dean: OK...now?
Dr: yeah , the nurse will take you there....
Dean: OK.
The nurse entered and took me to the x-ray room.... she said that they will take about an hour to get out. I waited in the hospitals cafeteria.... i waited, and waited and waited one hour is like waiting for a year to pass. I got scared and my heart was beating so fast that i could feel it in my ears........about 2 hours passed and still no results... after 2 hours and a half the nurse cam and called me to room and said the Doctor is waiting for you. I entered the room ...
Dean: so doctor what is it?
Dr: well....I'm afraid that it is...............
To be continued...=D
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الاثنين، 15 فبراير 2010

The "Perfect" life of Anna - Part 6

~~~ Getting Ready for the Date~~~
I tried a couple of dresses on but nothing seem to be BANG on me...I'm not feeling it. I called Kim to ask her to borrow her black knee length dress, she said that she will bring it right away. while she was coming i started to put my makeup...simple eyeliner, mascara, blush and to top it of a mac lipstick. KNOCK!! KNOCK goes my door... it was Kim... i ran over and opened the door.
Anna: THANK U , THANK U, THANK U!!
Kim: You owe me!!..=p
Anna: i know .. i know...=D... now come and help me get ready..
Kim: OK
~~~Beach at 8:00pm~~~
When i entered the coffee shop.. i saw him and my heart started to beat so fast that i could feel it in my ears. He shifted his hands upwards and called me to the table. I walked to the table, he stood up to pull out my seat. The waiter brought out the menu i ordered, cafe latte with a wip of chocolate and he ordered the same as me.... it turns out that we have things in common (YAY!=p).
Dean: soo....
Anna: ..........
Dean: you look absolutely beautiful!!
Anna: thank you , u look hot yourself ( i did not just say that =p<-- Anna's conscious)
Dean: thanks... I'm serious my hearts just skips a beat every time i hear ur voice, and i every time i look at you i say " she is beautiful"...and i think that i might have......
Anna: ....might have?
Dean: Fallen in love with you..
Anna: uhh... i don't know what to say ( SAY SOMETHING!!..) ... I'm shocked...and i am in love with you..
Dean slowly came toward me and kissed my forehead gently.
Anna: (blushing)
we drank our latte's and we walked on the beach...
Dean: Can i ask you a question?
Anna: sure...
Dean: wanna be like an official couple?...what I'm asking is that would u be willing to be my girlfriend?
Anna: of course!!...(trying not to look desperate.... but i am =p)
Dean: OK.....
He then slowly holds my hand and we start to walk again..
~~~After 2 hours~~~
Dean drives me home...he gets out of his car and leads mt to the door...and he slowly whispers to my ear " I LOVE U AND I WILL ALWAYS WILL".... he came closer to me and stared like he was going to punch me, our faces were only a few inches apart, then his lips touched mine, he was pressing his soft lips to mine.(yay! my first kiss).I could hear the thumping of my heart; it sounded like an elephant herd was running . But besides all that it was MAGICAL!He smiled at me and walked away....
~~~In the car (Deans perspective)~~~
i cant believe that i kissed her, its was the best night ever!....i started my car's engine and and put it into DRIVE, i glanced and i saw my phone i had a message it read...
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السبت، 13 فبراير 2010

The "Perfect" life of Anna - Part 5

~~~~~Next Day~~~~
I woke up 10 minutes early before my alarm rang...it was very unusual for me to wake up this early. I took a quick shower, change my clothes and grabbed a slice of toast on my way out. I waited for the bus to arrive.
~~~~In the Bus~~~~
I sat beside my friend Kim, she was out of town for a while...i was so glad to see her. I started talking a to her and telling about Dean and what happened on valentines day. she was happy for me.=D
~~~~In School~~~~
UUUGGGHH!!! i had English class with Mr.Ross.... i hate his class!!... i was daydreaming about Dean the whole class...the teacher called on me to answer the question...
Mr.Ross: Anna!!
Anna: yes darling...( i was daydreaming ... i couldn't even concentrate of what i was saying!!)
Mr.Ross: WHAT DID U SAY!? (background noise- the whole class laughing)
Anna(embarrassed): huh? what?!
Mr.Ross(angry face): go to the principals office!!!! Right this inst int!!
I didn't care i just walked out of class and went to the office.
~~~after 15 minutes~~~
I went straight to my locker to get my books....suddenly i see a hand cover my eyes...
person: Guess who?
Anna:..................Dean?
Dean:yeah =p
Anna(blushing)
Dean: I saw you going in the principals office.
Anna: yeah.. i got in trouble in English class.. so they gave me 2 days detention.
Dean: aha.... i can get in trouble for u.....=D
Anna: why? why would you want to get in to trouble? and go to detention hall?
Dean: so i could come and accompany you to detention...
Anna: awww.... (blushing)....so sweet.
Dean: SO wanna go out on Friday?
Anna: sure....when and where?
Dean: The coffee shop by the beach at 8:00 pm..
Anna: k ... bye!
Dean: bye...
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PS. in the next part .... something unexpected will come...=D

الجمعة، 12 فبراير 2010

The "Perfect" Life of Anna - Part 4

~~~~Deans perspective~~~
i got in the car and turned on the radio, and suddenly i received a mysterious call, i answered the phone and it was
my doctor calling to give me the report of the testing that i did.
Dean:hello
Doctor: Good evening dean...how r u?
Dean: im fine ... and u?
Doctor:im good.... the results of your blood test are out....
Dean: and.....
Doctor: im afraid that i have bad news... but i cant tell you now, i will have to meet you in person.
Dean(worried voice):ok...when shall we meet?
Doctor: how about a week... because i am traveling tomorrow morning and im coming back after a week or so. when i will arrive i will give you call so we could set up the time and date.
Dean: sure .. see you in a week and thankyou.
Doctor: bye
Call ended read on my phone.
i got scared of what was going to happen, my body was trembeling in fear. I went home and opened my diary to write in it.
~~~~Diary~~~~
Dear diary...14/02
i have met my girl today finally, i have been waiting for this moment for such a long time and i might have fallen for her. But i cant get too close because i know of what is to come and i cant bear to break her gental heart.
~~~ Anna's Room~~~
i jumped on my bed of happiness, i feel that i LOVE him...and i hope that he feels the same way too.I went and took a quick shower .. when i finished i sat on the bed and saw that i had a message it read........
Reality has shifted
Thrust itself violently against my heart
Yet my heart does not break
It pumps faster
Loves deeper
MaturesIn ways unknown to me before
I am not the same
Your laughter, pure and true
Awakens me
Surprises meSustains me
Makes me strong
It was Dean!.....i felt the rush of blood go throught my streams, i got a brain freeze from this meesage. My heart was jumping a beat.... and i knew i just knew from this message he felt the same way....
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The "Perfect" life of Anna - part 3

Suddenly while my hands were cupped in face in my surprise i saw a man..... he was wearing a black trench coat with the collar puffed up, jeans, black hair, but i couldn't look at his mysterious eyes that were filled with sorrow. He slowly approaches me....... and it was....DEAN!!!.
" Hi!" he said with a soothing voice. "I cant help not to notice you. Since you were crying... you know... i decided to check how you were!" He said embarrassed.
While he said those flattering words i was so touched that i begun to cry even more. "What did i do?" He surprisingly said. "Did i say something wrong?" he wondered.
"No, Its just that those were the first time i heard someone say those words to me. So I'm really touched" I replied. "Since your with no one... I was wondering.. well.. you wanna go out?" he asked. We went for a walk by the beach, we started talking and every time we even got closer to each other and could feel his warm hand around my waist.
~~~~~~~on the beach~~~~~
Anna: soo.....were you avoiding me?
Dean: to tell you the truth, yeah.
Anna (tears filled her eyes): ww-hh--y?
Dean:ooh....plzz don't cry!.. because i had some serious problems and i had to solve them before i really got out with you.
Anna: i don't really ask many questions, but what were your problems....?
Dean: well i had to go to the hospital... because a long time ago i had cancer and i had it removed, it was just a check up.... so don't worry..=D
Anna(feeling relived): ok=D
Dean: come in my car and i will drop you off.
Anna: thanx , but i have a ride.....see u later
Dean: bye ....ooohh and by the way u look cute
Anna (Blushing): =D
~~~~Deans perspective~~~
i got in the car and turned on the radio, and suddenly i received a mysterious call, i answered the phone and it was.......
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الخميس، 11 فبراير 2010

The "Perfect" life of Anna - part 2

I opened my locker and suddenly out of no where a pile of photos fell on me, there were... pictures of me riding that stupid old tricycle and my jeans wear too skinny and tight so i ripped my jeans while i was riding the bike, my undies wear showing the whole time, and thank god i was not wearing a thong!!
people were laughing, pointing and saying some sarcastic jokes. I got SO mad that i screamed so loud that i fainted.
~~~~~ After 15minutes:
i woke up and saw an unfamiliar face staring at me....it was my PERFECT GUY!! (the crush), he said that i fainted and he carried me all the way to the nurse's office. I couldn't even say a word, i was mumbling stupid words like "thaa-annnnn-kk-u!" he lauged and said "ur welcome" and left.
these were the best five minutes that i ever had. His name is Dean Donavon he had the perfect smile, his eyes were just the perfect shade of blue, his hair was black like charcoal, his body was slim and he has a six pack.
The nurse said that i should go home and rest. All the way home i just thought of him, they way he looked, talked, smelled(diesel perfume). Iwas day dreaming about him, till my moom came and snaped me out of it. she started to scream at me for fainting and said that you should not talk to guys or you will have a serious consequence.(BTW MY MOM IS MEAN and i HATE her!!) I ignored my mom as if she was talking to the wall.
~~~~~~After a Month and btw its was valantines day 14/02/2009!!`~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Still Dean did not even say a word to me since that day. He would just smile at me in hall way and i doubt that he even knows my name. I started to think that he was avoiding me or something, cuz everytime i come to talk to him he turns away and walks the other way.
I went home, faught with my mom as usual, i turned on the T.V, and that does not even work. I stood up and went outside. It was so cold outside like you are in a place without light or heat or nothing. I thought to my self.."Another Valentines Day without a love one" .Why does it have to be like this every year... I've been looking forward that someone would love me with all their heart. "Why does it have to be like this?" I sighed. I was looking at the window of a restaurant i was so jealous about the other couples having dates, dinner, having movies and so much more. Suddenly i just laughed. "Haha!!! Why am i inspecting such an impossible dream. After all im just an ugly person. After strolling for an hour i decided to take a seat in a bench. The snow started to fall. Since i was alone i begun to think that there'sno one to go home to. I started to cry and thought about the sad memories being alone. Suddenly while my hands were cupped in face in my surprise i saw a man......

The "Perfect" life of Anna - Part 1

......1/01/2009.....intro
It all started in my junior year in high school, i had many crushes on guys but there was the one and only who i really loved for such a long time. I was invisible to him, i was the one who dropped her books in the hall way, the one who always had toilet paper stuck to her shoes after she went to the bathroom, i am the one who sits on the bleachers and never cheer, I'm the one who is being mocked on all day. My name is Ana Montgomery .... and my life is hell......
2/01/2009
Im the girl with the worst attention span; I'm stupid I'm useless and cant do anything right; I'm difficult, hard to please. i live in the worst neighborhood ever, its the one with graffiti on the brick walls, the one with scary, drunk people all around. i woke up this morning with the sound of a woman yelling ...... because she apparently got SHOT!!. i got SO pissed and i was already late for school. i brushed my teeth, changed my undies, wore a shirt and some black skinny jeans, and ran outside to catch the bus.
JUST MY LUCK, the bus left !!... i had to ride my sisters tricycle because we couldn't afford to get a car that works (our car can only move 50 km = s). i stopped the tricycle a couple of blocks before i reached the school.I had English class with Mr.Ross Geller who is the most boring teacher ever, he always had gel in his hair!! after one hour the class ended, i walked to my locker to get my books for my next period and every time i pass, people would laugh and point at me. i didn't know what was going on.I opened my locker and suddenly out of no where a pile of photos fell on me, there were...
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