What I can Never Have - Part 27

Perviously:

As I was gonna put the phone on the table he gets a message, by accident I hit the open button and the text read "You like pink or red lingerie or naked? I'm waiting... ;)" I felt my heart drop to my stomach.

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Part 27:

~Ally's Perspective~

I read the text over and over and over again, Why? Why is he cheating on me? I thought he loves me! Tears began to fill my eye's and my vision became blurry. I started crying, "Ally whats wrong?!" I hand her the phone and she reads the text. "Oh..my ..god, Ally I'm so sorry." "Don't be" I said as I choked on my tears. "I just don't understand, he says he loves me and then he goes and cheats on me?!" "Ally you don't know that, maybe it was a joke..." Zoe said trying to calm me down, but that was just impossible to do "How can it be a joke, can you give me the phone?" Zoe hands it back to me, I go to the inbox and read the texts "I know where he is, should I go?" "I don't know.." "Please tell me.." "I can't, you have to decide, if you love him that much and if he means the world to you I think you should go.." "I think I might" "But then again, that message clearly proves that he is cheating, but it your choice" "Zoe please stop confusing me!" "Sorry.." Should I go? Yes? No! Yes I should...No you are just gonna get you're heart broken.. I kept thinking and battling with listening to my heart or my head.
"I'm just scared that I might see, what I think I'm gonna see" "yeah I'm scared too"After about 10 minutes, "I'm going Zoe" "Are you sure?" "Yes I am". I put my clothes on and tip toe to the hospitals glass doors. I was in pain, cause obviously I just had surgery. I walked to the motel, it wasn't far from the hospital...

Eventually I reach the reception area, and I ask the receptionist, she tells me where the room is and all the information I need. As I walk towards the room my heart started to beat faster every second, my legs shake, and I have this huge lump in my throat. I reach the room and the door was surprisingly open, I opened the door and walked straight in. My jaw reached the floor, my heart skipped a bit in pain of what I was seeing, I leaned my back to the wall so I could balance. I saw Justin half naked and Caitlin was on top kissing him with her lingerie on... "Justin how could you?!" I said as I choked on my own tears, "I thought you loved me, You promised to never hurt me and never let me go, you promised" I looked at him in a disgusted way. Justin pushed Caitlin off and wore his shirt and pulled me for a hug, I pushed him hard but I was weak "Don't touch me!!" "Ally this isn't what it looks like, I did it for you" "what?! You did this for me! So you could hurt me? You did this so you could break my hear? I thought you love me, I honestly did" "No just let me explain-" "No Justin, I'm done, I'm leaving and calling my dad so-" Suddenly I could feel is soft lips on mine and his hand on my waist, I tried to pull away, but his grip was strong. "Justin let me go" "No not until I explain" "Explain" I said annoyed. "Caitlin said if that I don't hook up with her tonight, that she won't stop what's she is doing and that she has talked to your father, I honestly don't know how?! And she is threatening to tell where you are..If I don't do this." "Justin, why didn't you tell me, you promised me no secrets and lies" "I'm sorry I thought by not telling you, It won't hurt you" he said.. "Justin are we gonna do this or what?" Caitlin said in an angry voice. "Yeah I'll be there" he said as he looked at Caitlin "Justin no you are not gonna do this, you are just hurting me, how can you? how dare you? Its not fair! Its just not!haven't I been through enough?" "Ally if I don't do this, she is gonna tell your father..." "I don't care, I don't want her dirty hands on you" "No, I'm doing this for you..." "Justin just shut up and listen! Please don't do this, all I need is you by my side not sneaking out and having sex with Caitlin!" "But Ally you know what she is capable of and I just can't let her do that!" he says that and walks back towards the bed "Justin I swear if you do this I'm gonna turn my self in to my father" "I'm not going to do this, I' just getting my shoes" he flashed me a smile. "NO NO NO!!" Caitlin said as she ran towards me hold a pocket knife to my neck. "Caitlin are you nuts!! Drop that knife!" "No, not until I get what I was supposed to get tonight!" "Please drop the knife! You know you might go to jail if you do this?!" "Oh I know! Justin if you don't want her to die tonight GET YOUR ASS UP ON BED!" she said in anger. "Justin don't, if you love me don't" I said "Shut up you bitch" she said as she put the knife on my skin, I could feel the blood drip "STOP!" Justin screamed. "If you want me to do that then get your ass on bed." Justin takes off his shoes and his shirt and get's on the bed. My heart stopped for a moment, is this really happening? Is he really gonna sleep with her? Caitlin let go of me and made her way back to the bed, I looked at Justin he flashed me a smile and winked, assuring me that its gonna be fine. Caitlin literally jumps on Justin and starts kissing him, I started crying as I slid down on the wall and put my head on my knees. Suddenly I hear Caitlin scream, I lifted my head and looked. Justin has her pined down on the floor... "Ally get me that scarf!" I get up and do as I was told, but I was too late, she kicked him hard and ran back and got the knife. As she was running back to me and Justin she tripped on her high heels and then I could see blood, flowing from her body. She was lying face down. "Justin look" "Oh..my..god! She stabbed herself!" "We have to call 911!" "Ok" Justin calls 911 and we make our way back to the tour bus.

~ Sorry if this sucked, I was tired.....its like 6:00Am now ><" and I know its short, promise part 28 will be long.. k? :)
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What I can Never Have - Part 26

Sorry that I didn't post this part earlier, I was on writer's block! and I didn't have any internet access i swear it was hell and sorry again!! Promise it won't happen again :) Hope You like this part!

So on the last part, Ally and Justin found out who stabs Ally, and it was Ash, Caitlin's friend - Ugh I don't feel like explaining :p Go read part 25 if you don't remember :p

Previous part at the end:

"Don't worry about it, I just had a panic attack, after what happened I got scared." "You just scared me....." he brushed the back of his palm on my cheek gently and pulled me in for a sweet kiss. "loving you was the beginning to my everything" "You are my everything Justin..." He started to sing " Now Romeo and Juliet, bet they never felt the way we felt, Bonnie and Clyde, Never had the hide like We do,We do…" I slowly drifted in to sleep.

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~ Ally's Perspective ~

I woke up with the strong sun rays coming through the curtain, I opened my eye's and closed them hard again. It was too bright. I turned around to face Justin, he was sleeping so calmly I just kept looking at him, he mumbled something, I giggled and he heard me... "What's so funny?" he said as he rubbed his eye's with his hands. "Nothing" and I burst out laughing.."What is it?" he giggled. "You just mumbled something really weird and your hair its so messy! :p" "My hair! what?! NO NO NO!" "Haha babe its fine, I like it.." "No its so messy" he says as he looks at himself in the mirror. "Justin c'mon it looks fine...come back here..it's like 6:00AM" "No I have to fix it!" "Justin you are gonna sleep again anyway.." "ugh ok fine.." he comes back with a frown, I kiss him on his soft lips, that frown suddenly turned upside down. I pulled away and looked at his golden perfect eye's, I got lost. "Ally.." "yeah?" "You know that I would do anything for you, right?" "ya I know...and I'm so grateful and thankful th-" he put his finger on my lips and said "Say no more" and pulled me in for a hug. We were so quiet, it was nice... while it lasted, Justin's ringed, it was a message. I didn't see who it was from, I slowly got up from bed to go to the bathroom , I was tired and a little sore from the surgery. I almost lost my balance, Justin didn't see he was busy reading that text.. I wonder it's from who? oh well must me Scooter or Pattie. I make my way to the bathroom and lock the door.

~ Justin's Perspective ~

The message read "Justin you know what to do, to make this all go away..." I closed my phone, laid my head on the pillow and sighed. Ally just came back and laid her head on my chest. she looked up at me and said "Justin, whats wrong?" "Nothing, I'm just tired, that's all." She raised one eyebrow, "Justin... I know you, now tell me whats wrong? Is it that text?" "No! IM JUST TRIED!" I snapped.

~ Ally's Perspective~

I looked at him in a shock, this was the first time that he shouted or raised his voice at me, tears filled my eyes, I felt a lump in my throat. I took my head of his chest and laid it on the pillow and turned the other way. "Ally I'm sorry, I just don't know what got over me..." "Save it Justin, I'm tired and I wanna sleep" "No wait listen, I'm sorry that I shouted at you, I'm just nervous." "Nervous of what? Does it have to do with that message?" "NO WILL YOU STOP IT!" "Justin stop what? And why are you getting mad at me?You're scaring me" I said as I choked. I tried to stop the tears from falling down to my cheeks but that was impossible. "Ally lis-" "Justin I've heard enough please I'm tired and I wanna sleep." Justin get's up from bed and get's out of the room and slams the door. I jumped with the sound of the door slamming back. Why is he doing this? Why is he mad all of a sudden? I thought that he won't ever hurt me, or even make me cry......I just need him to be with me because I can't do this alone...All these questions popped into my mind.. eventually I cried my self to sleep.

~ Justin's Perspective ~

Ugh what am I doing?! Why am I making her cry? Why am I getting mad at her?! I pull out my phone and reply to the text "What do I need to do Caitlin?" they instantly replied "Hook up with me babe just for one night" "Ok, when and where?" "The motel next to the hospital, be there tonight at 7:00pm sharp, or you'll see what's gonna happen to you're precious Ally." "I said I'll be there!!" I walk up to Zoe's room and knock the door..."Come in" she said in a weak voice. "Hey, Zoe how are you" I said as I pulled up a chair next to her bed..."I'm fine, you?" "Good, listen Zoe so do you wanna meet Ally?" "Absolutely!" "Ok, So I'm gonna go at like 7:00PM for some work, so you can go there and keep her company while I come back, k?" "Yeah sure" "So how you doing?" "I'm little bit tired, but I'll survive" We kept chatting for about half an hour... "I gotta go check on Ally , So I'll see you later.." "Ok bye!" . I make m way back to Ally's room and sit on a chair next to her. Her eyes were red as ever, I just hate my self for making her cry. I put my hand on her's and she begins to wake up..."Justin?" she said. "Ya babe I'm here.." She pulled her hand away a turned the other side... "Ally please listen to me, I'm sorry I didn't mean to shout at you, I was just tired and you were asking me so much questions so I just snapped" "Justin, I know that you didn't mean to, but what if there is something wrong and you're not telling me?" "Ally there's nothing wrong.." I got up and laid on the bed beside her....I pulled her closed to me and kissed her neck, and whispered in to her ears "I Love you, don't you ever forget that" She sits up and faces me "I'm sorry, I overreacted" "No you didn't I wasn't supposed to yell.. Come here" I hugged her tight.. "Ally promise me that you are gonna love me no matter what happens" "Justin what's-" "Just promise me" "I promise"

*6:45pm* > Ally's perspective

"Ally, Zoe is gonna come and keep you company till I get back" "ok, but where are you going?" "I'm just gonna go talk to scooter about the new song" "oh okay, so I'll see you later..?"I hated lying to her, but I had to , to protect her. "yeah, bye babe" he gives me fast kiss and leaves. Zoe joins me after Justin leaves.

Zoe: Hey Ally..
Ally: Hi Zoe, Listen thank you so much, you saved my life..and-
Zoe: Ally its fine, I wanted to help, I wanted you to live, I know how you feel....I've been through this before.

Zoe tells me about her boyfriend who passed away, and I really got to know her. She is a wonderful person, I'm glad that I met her.

Zoe: So you gonna tell me?
Ally: *giggles* tell you what?
Zoe: You know about you and Justin... how you met and stuff..
Ally: Ok so here's what happened.....

I tell her everything, about my dad, Caitlin I mean it when I say every detail.

Zoe: Man, he loves you...
Ally: Ya I love him, I just felt it when he kissed me for the first, I can remember it like it was yesterday....
Zoe: Awwww...
Ally: I'll call Justin.

I take my phone and dial his number......................... that's weird I could hear his phone ringing here. Zoe hand's it to me "Here he forgot it" "yeah". As I was gonna put the phone on the table he gets a message, by accident I hit the open button and the text read "You like pink or red lingerie or naked? I'm waiting... ;)" I felt my heart drop to my stomach.

Ally gets so shocked she gets a heart attack and dies.. and just stays with Caitlin...

THE END



~NA nah just messin' with ya its not done, more drama to come... :)
~ I tried to make it long.. and sorry again for taking such a long time for posting this part, I was on writers block.. I didn't know what to write! Hope you like it! And please go follow Zoe > @Addicted2JBiebs <>
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