What I can Never Have - Part 27

Perviously:

As I was gonna put the phone on the table he gets a message, by accident I hit the open button and the text read "You like pink or red lingerie or naked? I'm waiting... ;)" I felt my heart drop to my stomach.

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Part 27:

~Ally's Perspective~

I read the text over and over and over again, Why? Why is he cheating on me? I thought he loves me! Tears began to fill my eye's and my vision became blurry. I started crying, "Ally whats wrong?!" I hand her the phone and she reads the text. "Oh..my ..god, Ally I'm so sorry." "Don't be" I said as I choked on my tears. "I just don't understand, he says he loves me and then he goes and cheats on me?!" "Ally you don't know that, maybe it was a joke..." Zoe said trying to calm me down, but that was just impossible to do "How can it be a joke, can you give me the phone?" Zoe hands it back to me, I go to the inbox and read the texts "I know where he is, should I go?" "I don't know.." "Please tell me.." "I can't, you have to decide, if you love him that much and if he means the world to you I think you should go.." "I think I might" "But then again, that message clearly proves that he is cheating, but it your choice" "Zoe please stop confusing me!" "Sorry.." Should I go? Yes? No! Yes I should...No you are just gonna get you're heart broken.. I kept thinking and battling with listening to my heart or my head.
"I'm just scared that I might see, what I think I'm gonna see" "yeah I'm scared too"After about 10 minutes, "I'm going Zoe" "Are you sure?" "Yes I am". I put my clothes on and tip toe to the hospitals glass doors. I was in pain, cause obviously I just had surgery. I walked to the motel, it wasn't far from the hospital...

Eventually I reach the reception area, and I ask the receptionist, she tells me where the room is and all the information I need. As I walk towards the room my heart started to beat faster every second, my legs shake, and I have this huge lump in my throat. I reach the room and the door was surprisingly open, I opened the door and walked straight in. My jaw reached the floor, my heart skipped a bit in pain of what I was seeing, I leaned my back to the wall so I could balance. I saw Justin half naked and Caitlin was on top kissing him with her lingerie on... "Justin how could you?!" I said as I choked on my own tears, "I thought you loved me, You promised to never hurt me and never let me go, you promised" I looked at him in a disgusted way. Justin pushed Caitlin off and wore his shirt and pulled me for a hug, I pushed him hard but I was weak "Don't touch me!!" "Ally this isn't what it looks like, I did it for you" "what?! You did this for me! So you could hurt me? You did this so you could break my hear? I thought you love me, I honestly did" "No just let me explain-" "No Justin, I'm done, I'm leaving and calling my dad so-" Suddenly I could feel is soft lips on mine and his hand on my waist, I tried to pull away, but his grip was strong. "Justin let me go" "No not until I explain" "Explain" I said annoyed. "Caitlin said if that I don't hook up with her tonight, that she won't stop what's she is doing and that she has talked to your father, I honestly don't know how?! And she is threatening to tell where you are..If I don't do this." "Justin, why didn't you tell me, you promised me no secrets and lies" "I'm sorry I thought by not telling you, It won't hurt you" he said.. "Justin are we gonna do this or what?" Caitlin said in an angry voice. "Yeah I'll be there" he said as he looked at Caitlin "Justin no you are not gonna do this, you are just hurting me, how can you? how dare you? Its not fair! Its just not!haven't I been through enough?" "Ally if I don't do this, she is gonna tell your father..." "I don't care, I don't want her dirty hands on you" "No, I'm doing this for you..." "Justin just shut up and listen! Please don't do this, all I need is you by my side not sneaking out and having sex with Caitlin!" "But Ally you know what she is capable of and I just can't let her do that!" he says that and walks back towards the bed "Justin I swear if you do this I'm gonna turn my self in to my father" "I'm not going to do this, I' just getting my shoes" he flashed me a smile. "NO NO NO!!" Caitlin said as she ran towards me hold a pocket knife to my neck. "Caitlin are you nuts!! Drop that knife!" "No, not until I get what I was supposed to get tonight!" "Please drop the knife! You know you might go to jail if you do this?!" "Oh I know! Justin if you don't want her to die tonight GET YOUR ASS UP ON BED!" she said in anger. "Justin don't, if you love me don't" I said "Shut up you bitch" she said as she put the knife on my skin, I could feel the blood drip "STOP!" Justin screamed. "If you want me to do that then get your ass on bed." Justin takes off his shoes and his shirt and get's on the bed. My heart stopped for a moment, is this really happening? Is he really gonna sleep with her? Caitlin let go of me and made her way back to the bed, I looked at Justin he flashed me a smile and winked, assuring me that its gonna be fine. Caitlin literally jumps on Justin and starts kissing him, I started crying as I slid down on the wall and put my head on my knees. Suddenly I hear Caitlin scream, I lifted my head and looked. Justin has her pined down on the floor... "Ally get me that scarf!" I get up and do as I was told, but I was too late, she kicked him hard and ran back and got the knife. As she was running back to me and Justin she tripped on her high heels and then I could see blood, flowing from her body. She was lying face down. "Justin look" "Oh..my..god! She stabbed herself!" "We have to call 911!" "Ok" Justin calls 911 and we make our way back to the tour bus.

~ Sorry if this sucked, I was tired.....its like 6:00Am now ><" and I know its short, promise part 28 will be long.. k? :)
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What I can Never Have - Part 26

Sorry that I didn't post this part earlier, I was on writer's block! and I didn't have any internet access i swear it was hell and sorry again!! Promise it won't happen again :) Hope You like this part!

So on the last part, Ally and Justin found out who stabs Ally, and it was Ash, Caitlin's friend - Ugh I don't feel like explaining :p Go read part 25 if you don't remember :p

Previous part at the end:

"Don't worry about it, I just had a panic attack, after what happened I got scared." "You just scared me....." he brushed the back of his palm on my cheek gently and pulled me in for a sweet kiss. "loving you was the beginning to my everything" "You are my everything Justin..." He started to sing " Now Romeo and Juliet, bet they never felt the way we felt, Bonnie and Clyde, Never had the hide like We do,We do…" I slowly drifted in to sleep.

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~ Ally's Perspective ~

I woke up with the strong sun rays coming through the curtain, I opened my eye's and closed them hard again. It was too bright. I turned around to face Justin, he was sleeping so calmly I just kept looking at him, he mumbled something, I giggled and he heard me... "What's so funny?" he said as he rubbed his eye's with his hands. "Nothing" and I burst out laughing.."What is it?" he giggled. "You just mumbled something really weird and your hair its so messy! :p" "My hair! what?! NO NO NO!" "Haha babe its fine, I like it.." "No its so messy" he says as he looks at himself in the mirror. "Justin c'mon it looks fine...come back here..it's like 6:00AM" "No I have to fix it!" "Justin you are gonna sleep again anyway.." "ugh ok fine.." he comes back with a frown, I kiss him on his soft lips, that frown suddenly turned upside down. I pulled away and looked at his golden perfect eye's, I got lost. "Ally.." "yeah?" "You know that I would do anything for you, right?" "ya I know...and I'm so grateful and thankful th-" he put his finger on my lips and said "Say no more" and pulled me in for a hug. We were so quiet, it was nice... while it lasted, Justin's ringed, it was a message. I didn't see who it was from, I slowly got up from bed to go to the bathroom , I was tired and a little sore from the surgery. I almost lost my balance, Justin didn't see he was busy reading that text.. I wonder it's from who? oh well must me Scooter or Pattie. I make my way to the bathroom and lock the door.

~ Justin's Perspective ~

The message read "Justin you know what to do, to make this all go away..." I closed my phone, laid my head on the pillow and sighed. Ally just came back and laid her head on my chest. she looked up at me and said "Justin, whats wrong?" "Nothing, I'm just tired, that's all." She raised one eyebrow, "Justin... I know you, now tell me whats wrong? Is it that text?" "No! IM JUST TRIED!" I snapped.

~ Ally's Perspective~

I looked at him in a shock, this was the first time that he shouted or raised his voice at me, tears filled my eyes, I felt a lump in my throat. I took my head of his chest and laid it on the pillow and turned the other way. "Ally I'm sorry, I just don't know what got over me..." "Save it Justin, I'm tired and I wanna sleep" "No wait listen, I'm sorry that I shouted at you, I'm just nervous." "Nervous of what? Does it have to do with that message?" "NO WILL YOU STOP IT!" "Justin stop what? And why are you getting mad at me?You're scaring me" I said as I choked. I tried to stop the tears from falling down to my cheeks but that was impossible. "Ally lis-" "Justin I've heard enough please I'm tired and I wanna sleep." Justin get's up from bed and get's out of the room and slams the door. I jumped with the sound of the door slamming back. Why is he doing this? Why is he mad all of a sudden? I thought that he won't ever hurt me, or even make me cry......I just need him to be with me because I can't do this alone...All these questions popped into my mind.. eventually I cried my self to sleep.

~ Justin's Perspective ~

Ugh what am I doing?! Why am I making her cry? Why am I getting mad at her?! I pull out my phone and reply to the text "What do I need to do Caitlin?" they instantly replied "Hook up with me babe just for one night" "Ok, when and where?" "The motel next to the hospital, be there tonight at 7:00pm sharp, or you'll see what's gonna happen to you're precious Ally." "I said I'll be there!!" I walk up to Zoe's room and knock the door..."Come in" she said in a weak voice. "Hey, Zoe how are you" I said as I pulled up a chair next to her bed..."I'm fine, you?" "Good, listen Zoe so do you wanna meet Ally?" "Absolutely!" "Ok, So I'm gonna go at like 7:00PM for some work, so you can go there and keep her company while I come back, k?" "Yeah sure" "So how you doing?" "I'm little bit tired, but I'll survive" We kept chatting for about half an hour... "I gotta go check on Ally , So I'll see you later.." "Ok bye!" . I make m way back to Ally's room and sit on a chair next to her. Her eyes were red as ever, I just hate my self for making her cry. I put my hand on her's and she begins to wake up..."Justin?" she said. "Ya babe I'm here.." She pulled her hand away a turned the other side... "Ally please listen to me, I'm sorry I didn't mean to shout at you, I was just tired and you were asking me so much questions so I just snapped" "Justin, I know that you didn't mean to, but what if there is something wrong and you're not telling me?" "Ally there's nothing wrong.." I got up and laid on the bed beside her....I pulled her closed to me and kissed her neck, and whispered in to her ears "I Love you, don't you ever forget that" She sits up and faces me "I'm sorry, I overreacted" "No you didn't I wasn't supposed to yell.. Come here" I hugged her tight.. "Ally promise me that you are gonna love me no matter what happens" "Justin what's-" "Just promise me" "I promise"

*6:45pm* > Ally's perspective

"Ally, Zoe is gonna come and keep you company till I get back" "ok, but where are you going?" "I'm just gonna go talk to scooter about the new song" "oh okay, so I'll see you later..?"I hated lying to her, but I had to , to protect her. "yeah, bye babe" he gives me fast kiss and leaves. Zoe joins me after Justin leaves.

Zoe: Hey Ally..
Ally: Hi Zoe, Listen thank you so much, you saved my life..and-
Zoe: Ally its fine, I wanted to help, I wanted you to live, I know how you feel....I've been through this before.

Zoe tells me about her boyfriend who passed away, and I really got to know her. She is a wonderful person, I'm glad that I met her.

Zoe: So you gonna tell me?
Ally: *giggles* tell you what?
Zoe: You know about you and Justin... how you met and stuff..
Ally: Ok so here's what happened.....

I tell her everything, about my dad, Caitlin I mean it when I say every detail.

Zoe: Man, he loves you...
Ally: Ya I love him, I just felt it when he kissed me for the first, I can remember it like it was yesterday....
Zoe: Awwww...
Ally: I'll call Justin.

I take my phone and dial his number......................... that's weird I could hear his phone ringing here. Zoe hand's it to me "Here he forgot it" "yeah". As I was gonna put the phone on the table he gets a message, by accident I hit the open button and the text read "You like pink or red lingerie or naked? I'm waiting... ;)" I felt my heart drop to my stomach.

Ally gets so shocked she gets a heart attack and dies.. and just stays with Caitlin...

THE END



~NA nah just messin' with ya its not done, more drama to come... :)
~ I tried to make it long.. and sorry again for taking such a long time for posting this part, I was on writers block.. I didn't know what to write! Hope you like it! And please go follow Zoe > @Addicted2JBiebs <>
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What I can Never Have - Part 25

Suddenly the door burst open and in comes.......

I stood up, and in comes Caitlin and some girl I have never seen before. They both looked like mess, "What are you doing here Caitlin?" "I love you Justin, please forgive me I didn't mean to shoot you!" "What the hell is wrong with you, first you act all nice, then you beat up Ally, then you try to kill me?! and now this? " "Justin, I really want you to be with me?! What does she have that I don't have?" "A heart! Get out before I call security!" the other girl came and said " I suggest you don't do that" she takes out a gun, comes beside Ally's bed and puts the gun to her head. "Don't you hurt her! Or i swear to god I will-" "You will what? huh? what?" I looked at her hand and saw the weird tattoo on her wrist, freakishly looking. " Caitlin please why are you doing this, she doesn't deserve this!" "Hell ya she does! She took you away from me and I want you back" "Can't you get it that I DON'T L-O-V-E YOU! ugh god" "Justin come with me, I need to talk to you.." "No way, And you bitch you better not shoot Ally!" "Justin if you don't come with me, I will make Ash shoot her" "When I get back she should be breathing, if you lay on finger on her I am gonna kill you you hear me" "Ya ya I hear ya" Ash said in a bitch tone. I made my way outside with Caitlin.. It was raining outside and was so cold. "Caitlin make it fast! what do you want?" " I want you, I just need to hear those 3 words..Is that too much to ask?" " Yeah, Caitlin I don't want you, can't you just be happy for me?" "No, I'm supposed to be with you not that bitch!" "First of all she is not a bitch and second you are the bitch, BITCH" "Stop playin' I know you want me" "What the F*** Caitlin get over your self, how did I ever love you..how?" "Justin listen if you don't give me another chance you're precious Ally is gonna die, I have Ash on speed dial.. if you say no, she will die for sure" "Caitlin! WTF!" I try to run back to the room and i hear a gun shot... My heart stopped for a second, everything was in slow motion.. I kept standing in my place I didn't even move suddenly i feel someone behind me, its was Caitlin she whispered "Told ya so, you should have listened to me... Pay back is a bitch" she then walked away. I ran toward Allys room and saw her awake and not dead, it turns out the gun back fired and just hit the wall... "Justin!" she screamed.. "Na na get back JB" Ash said.

~ Ally's Perspective ~

I was so scared that girl was holding a gun to my head, I didn't know what was going on.... "Justin!" I cried. "Na na get back JB" "Ash please don't kill her, please. I almost lost her, I can't lose her again.." I looked at Ash and saw a familiar tattoo on her hand, I kept thinking of where I have seen it before....."Justin! Its her! its her!" "What about her?" "She is the bitch that stabbed me!" "Who you callin' bitch? and how do you know that" Ash said in a bitch way.. "When you were stabbing me I saw the same tattoo, and you have the tattoo.. Justin I swear its her!" "Ya it is me, so what?" "So what?! You almost killed her, If you f***ing touch Imma effing kill you!" Justin screamed at her.. He walked towards me. Ash pulled my hair down and pointed the gun on my forehead "Justin, help me..." I said through tears. "Yo biebs, get away from her or Imma shoot her.." "What's your problem? You don't even know her?!" "I might not know her, but you hurt Caitlin pretty bad, So I'm helping get revenge!" "Please don't do this!" Justin said as he tear fell on his cheek. I tried look around my bed with my hand, looking for something to hit her with... All I found the remote, I picked it up, gave Justin a signal to distract her... as he was doing that I lifted my arm and hit the remote on her face hitting it multiple times until she fell on the floor *The remote was big and heavy :P* Justin immediately ran and held her on the floor and took the gun. "Justin we have to cal 911!!" "No we can't cause if we did they will know where we are, and you're dad will find us.." "Oh yeah, but what are we gonna do, I just had surgery! I can't move or walk!" "Don't worry, I have an idea." Justin picked up Ash and takes her to an empty room and locks the door and comes back. He closes the door and I pat the. We cuddle together, he wraps his around me as I rest my head on his chest. I keep looking down, he lifts my chin and kisses me "You are so beautiful, how did I get so lucky?" he said, I didn't say a word I just kissed him over and over and over again "And.. Justin..I know.." "You know what?" "I heard every single word you said:" I know you can't hear me but I need you to know that........I don't know what I am gonna do with out you, I need you Ally please don't leave me, I just learned to love you, I can't stop now, I've fallen hard for you, and I need you to pick me up. Even though you're right here beside me .. I feel like you are a million miles away .. Across oceans and lands .. Its like you're physically here ... But not emotionally, I miss you more now. I need to here your voice if its only for a second. I need you Ally.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE HOW MUCH!" as i said every word... I love you.." " You just amaze me everyday, you know that?" "From the moment I saw u smile for the first time, I just knew it was meant to be..." "My love will always protect us, trusts ,always hopes, always perseveres. my Love never fails.... i love you" "I love you too" "listen about what happened in the bus -" "Don't worry about it, I just had a panic attack, after what happened I got scared." "You just scared me....." he brushed the back of his palm on my cheek gently and pulled me in for a sweet kiss. "loving you was the beginning to my everything" "You are my everything Justin..." He started to sing " Now Romeo and Juliet, bet they never felt the way we felt, Bonnie and Clyde, Never had the hide like We do,We do…" I slowly drifted in to sleep.

~ TO BE CONTINUED!! <3
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What I can Never Have - Part 24

Ally falls on the floor with her hand on her stomach and yells out in pain.......

~Still Justin's Perspective~

I ran to Ally's side and picked her up, and put on the bed gently. Ally kept screaming out in pain and crying. "Ally what's wrong?" "Ju-us AHHH!!" "Baby tell me what's wrong?" "I think its my kidney!" she started to shake and shiver... I left her and ran to the lounge to tell the driver to take us to the nearest hospital. I ran back and sat on the bed laying Ally's head on my lap. "Baby, It's gonna be alright..." her face was pale as ever, her lips were so dry, and her eyes were red. She was sweating but she was so cold... "Justin....*cough*" "shhh don't talk" I said as i stroked her hair out of her face.. "No Justin, listen to me..." "yeah.?" "If I don't make it-" "Don't talk like that, cause you are gonna make it you hear me, I don't wanna hear you talk like that" " I love you" she began to close her eyes and I screamed to the driver to speed up "Ally's NO wake up WAKE UP!!" We reached the hospital, I picked up Ally and ran through the hospital glass doors. "SOMEONE HELP ME!" A bunch of nurses and doctors took her to the E.R. I tried to get in the room but they just kicked me out. Ida ran toward me "What happened?!" "We were arguing and the next thing I know she was laying on the floor screaming... It's her kidney. She was supposed to do a surgery but we ran away cause her father" "Owh!". We kept waiting for an hour, then the doctor came and called me, I stood up and walked towards him... "Doctor please tell me she is gonna be alright.." "Well, I'm afraid that I have bad news.." I started to tear up.. "We almost lost her, her kidney can't handle it anymore.. She has to have a transplant or she will die" "I'll give her my kidney" "That's very kind of you, but we have to run some blood tests, so see if you and her match" "But what if we don't match? does that mean she is gonna die?" "Yes that's exactly what I mean... are there any people willing to donate as well" Ida stood up and said "Yes, I'm willing to" my mom then stood up "Me as well" "Well that good, the nurse will come by and take you to do the blood test" "Ok thank you doctor... and one more thing" "Yes?" "Can we go see her?" "Her condition is really bad, I will allow only you to go and see her" "Ok thank you again"
I walk towards the room and *sigh* take a deep breath and open the door. She was connected to wires that were connected to so many machines, I went and sat beside her. I just kept staring at her and started talking to her " I know you can't hear me but I need you to know that........I don't know what I am gonna do with out you, I need you Ally please don't leave me, I just learned to love you, I can't stop now, I've fallen hard for you, and I need you to pick me up. Even though you're right here beside me .. I feel like you are a million miles away .. Across oceans and lands .. Its like you're physically here ... But not emotionally, I miss you more now. I need to here your voice if its only for a second. I need you Ally.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE HOW MUCH!" I got interrupted by a knock on the door, the nurse came in and said "Are you ready for the blood test?" "Yes, I'll be out in a minute" I leaned on and kissed her forehead and left the room.

* After 2 Hours *

Ida, Mom and me all did our the blood tests. The nurse came and called us to the doctors office.

Doctor: All of you please take a seat..
Justin: So what about the tests, did it match?
Doctor: Well none of you match. Ally's blood type is very rare she is an O-.
Justin: Well can't we do anything? I can't let her just die!

I try to hold my self from crying.

Doctor: Listen, If we don't find a Donner in 15 hours she will die.
Justin: How are we supposed to find a Donner in 15 hours! that's impossible! I can't lose her...
Doctor: Ok I have to go, I have a surgery.

The doctor leaves the room...

Ida: Justin what are we gonna do?!
Pattie: Don't worry we are gonna find someone...
Justin: *SCREAMING* what if we don't!? Then what!?!
Ida: Justin calm down.
Justin: Don't tell me to calm down! I'm gonna lose the most special and precious person. I'M GONNA F***ING LOSE THE PERSON THAT I LOVE! I JUST CAN'T! I WON'T LET HER DIE!

My mom and Ida were shocked, they couldn't even speak. This was the first time they had seen me like this. I leave the room and slam the door hard, I was so angry and upset.. I went a sat in the waiting room. I needed space to think and calm down. I girl saw me crying and came to sit next to me..

Girl: What's wrong?
Justin: Nothing!
Girl: OK sorry.....

She get's up to leave me...

Justin: No wait, I'm sorry...

She comes back and sits.. I lift up my head and look at her..

Girl: Oh..my GOD! you're JUSTIN BIEBER!! :O
Justin: Yup, I'm him....
Girl: I'm Zoe..
Justin: Nice to meet you Zoe...
Zoe: Well whats wrong? why are you crying?
Justin: Well.. * I tell her everything, every detail*
Zoe: *tears up*
Justin: Please don't cry, it's not you're problem...
Zoe: I know, but this is so sad! after everything you have been through... she might d-
Justin: please don't say it... Ugh! how am I gonna find a Donner that has the same blood type.. why did she have to be so rare?! My life it coming to an end, I just love her so much.. I would die without her..
Zoe: aww..... what's her blood type?
Justin: O negative.
Zoe: I'M O NEGATIVE! I'll be you're Donner.. I'll donate my kidney for Ally..
Justin: Oh no, I can't accept-
Zoe: DO YOU WANT HER TO DIE!?
Justin: NO OF COURSE NOT!
Zoe: If you love her that much, you will let me do this...
Justin: But why are you helping me? You don't really now me...
Zoe: Owh I know you, I can see you're pain in you're eyes, They way you talk about her made me see how much you would sacrifice for her. I really wanna do this for you guys.
Justin: You're my life saver, Thank you very much *Tears up*

I leaned in and gave her a tight hug, I pulled away and told her "I'm gonna ask you one last time, are you sure wanna go through with this?" "Yes Justin, I'm sure" "Okay lets go talk to the doctor" Me and Zoe go talk to the doctor, he says that its fine they get her ready for surgery. They get Ally and Zoe ready and they go in the operating room.

*After the surgery*

They put Ally and Zoe in separate rooms, I go and see Zoe if she has woken up, and she was..

Justin: Hey, Zoe...
Zoe: Hey
Justin: I can't begin to thank you and tell you how grateful I am, I just don't know what I would have done!
Zoe: You deserve to be with her, the person that you love, Cause if I did- *Tears up*
Justin: What's wrong?
Zoe: I just know how you feel..
Justin: How? what happened?
Zoe: Well I had this boyfriend that died cause he didn't get his heart transplant in time.. *Cries* and I did this today for him, since that day I couldn't forgive myself, I wanted to help him and it killed me inside cause I just couldn't.
Justin: Oh Zoe, I' sure that he loves you and he forgives you. He is so proud of you, I am too. I'm grateful! Thanks a lot... is there anything I can do in return?
Zoe: Well, how about I get to meet Ally and I get to go to your concert, since I never did.
Justin: Is that all? How about I throw with that extra tickets and backstage passes?
Zoe: OMG that would be great!
Justin: You deserve much more...Here is my number call me anytime..
Zoe: Okay thanx.
Justin: I better go check on Ally.
Zoe: Ok bye!

I left Zoe, what a girl! She is such an amazing person, I owe her so much. I reach Ally's room.. I go sit by her bed and hold her hand. I got tired and laid my head on the corner of the bed while still holding her hand. Suddenly the door burst open and in comes.......

~Will Ally wake up? And OMG who is it?
~ TO BE CONTINUED!! <3
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What I can Never Have - Part 23

*POOPH!* A huge explosion, all i can remember is the smile of my dad and Ben laughing and I faint. They took me in their car and leave.

The put me in the back seat, and Ben sat beside me, I kept squirming and Ben was struggling to keep me in one place, I kicked and punched him until he suddenly slapped me. Justin would never hit me, who does he think he is going and hitting me, well he is not officially my husband... eww just the thought of me kissing another guy or even being with another guy makes me wanna puke. I wanna go back and hold Justin and kiss him one last time. "So what are you thinking about?" ben asked "I'm thinking of a way... to F***ing Kill you!!" " SHUT UP" "UGH!! you bastard" he looked at me in a way that scared me a little, I wanted Justin to be here and protect me. *After 15 min* My dad stopped for gas, and Ben was sleeping in the car, so it was my chance to escape, but that asshole's head in on my lap, I slowly picked his head up and put it on the seat and opened the door slowly and didn't close it. I quickly ran and ran and ran the other way, we didn't go far so I reached Justin's car fast, all i could see was smoke, a burned car and blood and blood and more blood. Tears started streaming down my face, the thought of losing Justin breaks my heart, I would die with out him......I bent down to see if .... if... I just can't say it. Suddenly I saw a trail of blood going in a direction. I followed the trail, it goes on and on and on. Eventually The trail ended.. and I saw Justin ALIVE!... He was breathing loud..laying on the floor. I ran and hugged him so tight! He was surprised to see me "A-ALLY!?" "JUSTIN!? HOW? HOW DID YOU-? HOW ARE YOU ALIVE RIGHT NOW?!" "Well before you're dumb ass father wrecked my car, I crawled out of the car and dragged my self out of the place before the explosion" "OH...My..God this is all my fault." "No its not" He held my face and pulled me in, he kissed me so hard on the lips.. I thought that I would never kiss him again.. I missed his taste.... I pulled away so I could take a breath.."Justin.." "Yeah babe?" "Listen after all what happened today, I don't think I can let you get hurt because of me, I have to go and marry that guy! what was his name again?" "What!? You are going no where, listen to me I'm here for you, I'll always be here" "Justin I can't let you risk you're life, if you didn't know you almost died today!" "I know, but if you're not with me I will die" every time he talks I get butterflies, his words just makes me melt. He knows how to convince me. "So you ready to go?" "Go where?" "Scooter is standing right there" "owh, ya I am" ...


Scooter, Justin and I make our way back to the tour bus but in a different location. We finally reach the bus after a long one hour drive. "JUSTIN! ALLY!" Ida screamed while hugging us. "Ida I've heard what happened!" "Ya ya, We are tired we are gonna go rest" Justin says as he holds my hand pulling me towards the room. He immediately jumped on the bed and said " Ahh I'm so tired" "Well I'm gonna go take a shower" I kept standing there looking at him "Well are you gonna join me" I said a I winked, he didn't even take a minute and he was pulling me in the bathroom and locked the door.

"Well that was nice" Justin said as he was blow drying his hair.. I looked at him and laughed, he raised one eyebrow and asked "What's so funny?" "Nothing" and I walked out of the bathroom. Justin and I took a long and relaxing nap.

~ Dad's perspective ~

I came back to the car, and saw the back door open and Ben asleep... and no ALLY! "BEN WAKE UP!" "What?!" "WHERE THE HELL IS ALLY?!" "She is right here" he turns his head and has a shocked face. "I swear she was right here!" "Well now she is not!" "What are we gonna do now?!" "Well go back and find her!" "I really don't know how she escaped!" "Don't worry we will find her, we will beat her and will MARRY her!" "Ok, so where do we begin?" "Lets go back to the car, she might have gone to see him ... ugh" "UGH WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS?!" "Well according to him he is JUSTIN BEVER OR BAY-BER or what ever his name is!" "Ok letg go"

~ Justin's Perspective ~

I woke up and saw Ally laying on the other side giving her back to me. I get up and turn and wrap my arms around her and pull her close. I saw here that she was crying, her eyes were all wet, red all round and swollen up. It just tears me up looking at her like this, I just kept laying there beside her and being there for her when she wake up. Suddenly she started sweating, crying and screaming in her sleep, "NO DON'T TOUCH ME! LEAVE ME ALONE! PLEASE DON'T KILL HIM PLEASE!" I started to shake her but she just won't wake up "Ally wake up its just a nightmare! wake up!" "Please don't kill him dad! I love him! please don't ahhhh!!" she continued screaming and crying so loud! "Ally wake up!! It's not real! I'm here!" she then finally opened her eyes, they were red as hell, she flashed me a smile and he began to tear up. I pulled her closed and hugged her so tight so she could feel protected. "Justin I-I-" she couldn't even talk, her voice was all shaky and she was crying so much that I started to tear up. I just can't see her like this, "Ally, please don't cry, I'm here.. I promised you that I'll always be here so I will be" "Justin I don't think I can handle this anymore.... just the thought of losing you kills me, I almost experienced it, and I juts can't let my self fall for you anymore.. you're fans will get devastated if they lost you. It's just better for me to leave... I love you, but I have to go" I looked at her in a shocked way.... "Ally, please don't, don't do this now, after all we've been through? you really wanna throw it all away? I love you" "If you love me, you have to let me go.." "Let you go? what? where is this all coming from?" " Please don't make it harder than it already is" " Making it harder? WTF Ally? You are just gonna leave me? When I need you you're gonna leave me? Do you even love me? or was that just a lie?" "Please just let me explain! Justin please don't ever say that I don't love you, I JUST DON'T WANT YOU TO GET HURT! ahhh" "What's wrong?" Ally falls on the floor with her hand on her stomach and yells out in pain.......

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What I can Never Have - Part 22

~ Previously ~"I missed your laugh.." "I missed this" and she pulled me in and hugged me so tight. Suddenly the door bursts open and in comes....

~Ally's Perspective~

As me and Justin were having our moment the door slams open and in comes my dad! "ALLY!!" "DAD!" "YOU ARE DEAD" "NO DAD PLEASE I LOVE JUSTIN-" "SHUT UP YOU BRAT!!" My dad's comes near me, but Justin jumps in front of him, "Get out of my way!?!" "No, you will never hurt her again! you won't even touch her! YOU HEAR ME!" "Who do you think you are? huh!?" "I'm JUSTIN BIEBER" My dad pushes Justin on the floor hard and starts kicking him... "DAD PLEASE STOP STOP!! PLEAASE! DAD NO STOP YOU'RE HURTING HIM!". My dad then stops and looks at me in a *SHUT THE F*** UP* way, he then makes his way to the door and pulls someone in the room. "Ally this is you're fiance Ben.." I looked at him in a disgusted face, Ben came closer and I screamed! "What?!" he said. "Don't touch me!" "Well I was gonna sit beside you.. and get to know you..cause you are gonna be my wife" "No way in hell that I'm gonna marry you!" I could see Justin struggling to get up on his feet, I extended my hand to help him but Ben pulled my hand away and grabbed my face and said "Listen you bitch, I'm your husband and you will listen to every word I say! You hear me" I was crying and my face was hurting me... Suddenly Justin punches Ben in the face and says "DON'T YOU EVER F***ING TOUCH HER!!" *BTW Ally's dad left when Ben came in* Justin disconnects all the wires while Ben or whatever his name is, is unconscious. Justin picks me up in his arms and I could see the pain in his eyes, he had a huge bruise on his forehead. I open the door cause Justin obviously can't cause he is holding me, he runs towards the exit and opens his car and puts me in the passengers seat gently. He runs the other side, gets in and starts the engine. I could see that he was worried, nervous and he was sweating. I heard that ass hole running toward the car screaming "Where the hell do you think your going?!"... Justin then opens the window and put his hand out and lifts up his middle finger and we were off.

As we were on the road Justin was so scared and nervous he looked at me and said "Ally are you alright?" "I'm fine..Justin.." "yeah?" "Justin are you alright?" "I'm fine, is something you wanna tell me?" "uhh....listen its just that-" "Ohh I know what your gonna say.... and I'm not leaving you cause you don't want me to get hurt.. is that it?" "yes, but-" "No buts I love you, nothing else matters!" "I love you too" he takes out something from his side pocket and puts it in my hand. "Oh..my god! Justin you found it?!" "yup!" "Where did you find it?" *Btw Ally doesn't know that Justin got shot "that Caitlin thing"* "Well...." Suddenly we saw Ben and my dad in the car next to us, they were bumping their car on ours "Oh maan, he is scratching my car!" "Justin that's not important right now!" Justin speeds up so fast and they were behind us following us. The *BANG..POOF* goes our tire! The car swerves and then flips in the air and land hard on the floor. I see Justin covered in blood and unconscious, I try to wake him up, but I can't reach him. OMG what if he is dead? This is all my fault?! No No I need him...he promised! .. I heard footsteps coming near the car. It was dad and Ben. Ben bent down to look at us, he saw me awake and said "Hey there *wink*" I looked at him in an angry way and spat on his face. He got angry and said "Let me help you get out" "No No let me go!!".. I heard Justin groaning "Justin help! wake up!" ... But it was too late, Ben pulled me out and held me form my hair, I struggled to get away. All I wanted to do was help Justin, my dad then gets a bottle of gas and pours it over the car "DAD NO!! WHAT ARE THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!! PLEASE DON'T KILL HIM!! NOO! PLEASE DON'T"` *POOPH!* A huge explosion, all i can remember is the smile of my dad and Ben laughing and I faint. They took me in their car and leave.

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What I can Never Have - Part 21

~ Previously : Caitlin jumps and kisses me, I pull away and push her.
Justin: Get away from me!
Caitlin: If I can't have you, then no one can!
She takes out a gun..and points it at me.

~ Still Justin's Perspective ~

"Caitlin what are you doing? You're not serious are you?" I said. "As I said If I can't have you then no one can.... I love you Justin" When she was about to pull the trigger I screamed " Wait! Caitlin listen to me..." "What?" "I love you, I'm just playing with Ally and you should know this, I love you not her, she means nothing to me" "For real?" "For real...come here" she put the gun down and ran to me, we kissed so hard, she pulled away to take a breath .. as we slowly reached the bed I saw the gun. As I was kissing her hard, I extended my arm to take the gun, my hand was only centimeter's away form the gun, caitlin stopped kissing and looked at me trying to get the gun. She kicked me and fell on the floor, and took the gun.. "So you didn't mean anything you said!" "How can I love a devil when I'm in love with an angle?" "You know what Justin, F*** you, I gave you my heart, and all you did was break it in to pieces" "No I didn't Caitlin, you were the one who broke my heart, you are the one not me! I loved you! I fell for you.. but you jut weren't there to pick me up" I started tearing up, not because of Caitlin but because I promised Ally that I will always be there and now Caitlin is gonna kill me.... I just don't know what to do. "What the hell Justin! I don't care I'm gonna kill you and then I'm gonna kill my self.. 1...2....3" *BANG* I jumped but I fell on the floor ... I heard Caitlin crying and screaming "Oh...My...GO what have I done...JUSTIN NOO!!" and she ran out of the bus. *AFTER AN HOUR* I woke up and blood covered my whole body...I felt dizzy and woozy I tried to get up and I leaned on the wall.. I only got shot on my shoulder, but the wound was deep, I could feel it. I got in to my car I made my way back to the hospital. My mom and Ida were still in the same place. As I got closer to them my head started spinning and I just couldn't hold my self up then suddenly I collapsed on the floor.

~ Ida's Perspective ~

I saw Justin as he was walking towards us, but then he collapsed on the floor and blood spat all over. I screamed and ran over to Justin "Justin no!" Pattie went and called the nurse. They put him on a stretcher and rolled him in the room. "He is losing so much blood" the doctor said. The told me I had to get out. I went and sat beside Pattie, I saw her crying. "Why does bad things happen to good people" she said as she rested her head on my shoulder. "I hope everything turns out ok". I thought to myself... Who would tab Ally and shoot Justin? It has to be Caitlin...I swear is one crazy bitch. *After half an hour* The doctor came out, and said that Justin is resting and that we can see him. We went inside and saw Justin sleeping, and connected to an IV on with some white liquid and one with blood. I sat near his bed and held his arm. "Justin..Its gonna be alright...please wake up"

*The next day*

~ Justin's Perspective ~

I woke up and saw Ida on one side and my mom on one side. I pressed the button to call the nurse and when she came in... Ida woke up .. "Justin?" she said. "Yeah?" "Oh.. my .. god you're awake!" "yes i am" I said sarcastically. I told the nurse to call the doctor. "Justin what happened?!" she said in a shaky voice. I told her what happened... Everything! She was so shocked her eye's were gonna pop out. "Where is Caitlin now? " "I don't know that bitch shot me and ran away" "Btw why the hell did you kiss her?" "I wanted to distract her to get the gun!" "eww you had to kiss her *Hurl*" "Well i was the one who had to, I felt disgusted, it killed me inside that I was kissing someone else and saying I LOVE YOU to her. You have no idea how I felt.. In fact where is ALLY?!" "Umm...well". Suddenly we hear a knock on the door and in comes the doctor. "Hello Mr.Bieber how are you feeling?" "I'm good but I don't care where is Ally?" "Well Ally is in the room next to you-" "Take me there now!" "wait! she had kidney failure and we tried to fix it, it's okay now but I don't know if it can keep up, she needs a kidney transplant, and one more thing she is in a coma right now and I just don't know when she will wake up..." "You mean she won't wake up?!" i said in an angry "We really don't know, and we have to contact her parents for-" "No! Don't!" "But what about insurance" my mom said "Will take care of it doctor" I looked at my mom and thanked her with a smile. "Ida will you please take me to Ally" "Sure just let me get the wheel chair" "okay". Ida gets the chair and take me to Ally's room, I just saw her laying there connected to wires, machines.. EVERYTHING! All I wanted to do is cuddle up with her and wrap her in my arms, cause that way she will be safe. This is just killing me.... I was supposed to protect her form everything, I'm the one that should die not her. I wheeled my chair next to her bed and held her hand.

~ After a week ~

Still Ally didn't wake up, everyday this week was hell with out her smile, her scent, her laugh... I miss everything about her.... I miss the way she makes me laugh the way she kisses me... I sat beside her bed as every other day, suddenly the machines starts beeping so loud and her heart monitor goes crazy. I ran and and called the nurse "Some thing's wrong please come fast!!". The nurse checks the chart and fixes some stuff and says "No worries the wire just got disconnected.." "How? She didn't even move! She is in a Coma" "Look again" .. I turn my head to look at Ally, she was wide awake, beautiful as ever... I took her face in my hands and kissed her so hard so passionately so magical "I thought I lost you.." I whispered "Your not getting rid of me that easily" she said as she giggled. "I missed your laugh.." "I missed this" and she pulled me in and hugged me so tight. Suddenly the door bursts open and in comes....

~ OMG who is it?
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