الثلاثاء، 13 يوليو 2010

What I can Never Have - Part 12

So in the previous part Justin had the surgery and he still didn't wake up.... so what will happen now? Read to know! =D

I woke up, and just laid there in Justin's arms, I didn't wanna let him go. When i turned my head to the other side i saw the clock and it was 8:30am...I thought " Why am I awake this early? Ugh what if Justin doesn't wake up? I can't lose him! I need him...I can't continue my life without him... he's my heart, he is the air that i breath... He is my soul!" ... I turned my head and laid on Justin's chest and tried to get some sleep......I dozed off for about half an hour, I couldn't get much sleep, just kept worrying about Justin. I looked up and just kept staring at him, at his perfect lips, beautiful eyes, and his hair..He is so perfect. I miss the way he looks at me, the way he smiles and the way he acts when he's stubborn! ... Suddenly Justin began to move, he was trying to open his eyes, "Justin!", he mumbles something, "Justin! omg your awake", "of course I'm awake..", "I thought that your never gonna wake up"... "How could I not wake up, I promised you that I'll always be here" ... I didn't even know that I started crying... "Please don't cry, I'm here" , Justin leans in kisses my forehead and hugs me tight. "I missed this...", "Me too", "These couple of hours were hell, i just had to hear your voice, I was gonna lose hope of you waking up.", "Never say never..<3"... I leaned in and kissed him so hard as if I was gonna lose him, I didn't wanna let go, I was afraid if I lose grip of him, I may not get him back. He pulled away and held my face and said "I LOVE YOU, ALLY....", i tear up and say "I LOVE YOU MORE"... He pulled me in and hugged me so tight but yet so soft. I pulled away and got his some water to drink.. "Justin I'm gonna go call the nurse and tell her that you're awake.." "OK". I left Justin and went to the nurse and told her that Justin is awake, she said that she will notify the doctor. I went back to the room, and sat on the chair next to the bed. Justin held my hand and i intertwined my fingers with his. We kept talking and talking for about 2 hours, I just never get bored, I wanna be with him forever.

Justin: So, Do I still look sexy with head wrap? *makes a weird face*
Me: *I roll my eyes* of course!
Justin: *sighs*
Me: Whats wrong?
Justin: uhh..umm.. how can i say this..
Me: say what?
Justin: well when you were calling the nurse..
Me: Justin you're freaking me out .. what is it?!
Justin: My manager scooter called me and said that I can't postpone my tour any further than this and I have to leave like in three days....and umm..
Me: *Tears up* and...?
Justin: Please don't cry!
Me: So you're just gonna leave me here! I thought you loved me!! You said that you'll never leave me!
Justin: Ally calm down, and let me finish!
Me: Let you finish what, your gonna say good bye and just leave me her!
Justin: ALLY!! LISTEN TO ME!!

I just stopped screaming and crying, I was in shock I never heard Justin in this tone..... I nod to show that I'm listening..

Justin: Ally, *tearing up* listen you are the most important person, I care about you so much, I never wanna see you cry, I love you, and I never knew that I would fall in love and love a person this much. Come here.

I go and sit next to him on the bed, he tries to hug me, but I just pull away, I was so angry and upset.

Justin: Ally...
Me: *I sigh and cry even more* y-a-a...
Justin: *sighs* Look, you mean the world to me, and this is not me sayin' goodbye in fact I'm aski-
Me: your not saying good bye? Justin look I know I over reacted but I don't wanna be the one who ruins your dream and what you have built up for your self...
Justin: Ally you're not ruining anything, in fact I was gonna ask you to join me on tour!
Me: what? are you sure?
Justin: Of course I'm sure!
Me: I don't know, will you like get in trouble or something?
Justin: I don't care if I get in trouble! I just care about you...

Justin lifts my chin up and kisses my lips softly and hugs me....... Suddenly i hear my phone ringing, I pick it up and gasp!..."Who is it Ally?"... "Its Molly!"... "Answer it!" .. "OK!!"

Me: hello?
Molly: ALLY!! OMG!!
Me: What!? whats wrong!?
Molly: I heard what happened with your dad! Are you alright?!
Me: Yeah, I'm OK..
Molly: OK where are you now?
Me: In the hospital..
Molly: I thought you said you're fine!
Me: It's not me, its Justin..
Molly: What happened?!
Me: He has a big cut on his head! IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF MY DAD!
Molly: and how is he?
Me: well he had a surgery yesterday.. he was in a coma and he woke up like an hour ago..
Molly: OK...ahh..
Me: ...
Molly: Well, I have to tell you somethin'..
Me: Molly you're freakin' me out! what is it?
Molly: Well I heard my mom talkin' to your dad, he says that he hired an investigator so he could find you and that you're gonna marry that dude that I always forget his name? Was it Alex?
Me: WHAT!? NO NO this can't be happening!!
Molly: So what are you gonna do?
Me: I'm gonna go with Justin on his tour... *Justin smiles*
Molly: Ok if you're gonna go, I suggest that you leave TODAY and when I say today I mean like NOW!
Me: But Justin is gonna be released after like 3 days..
Molly: well you gotta go now, cause I just over head them sayin' that the investigator might have found you!
Me: OK i gotta go, I'll text you!

I hang up and look at Justin with a worried face..."Ally what did she say?"...I explained every thing to him ...

Me: So what are we gonna do?
Justin: We are gonna go..
Me: But-
Justin: No buts we are leaving now!
Me: You just had surgery!
Justin: I don't care! I don't want your father laying his filthy hands on you!

I just nod and then I help Justin get out of bed, I take some wraps, medicine and bandages for Justin while he gets dressed, I look out for nurses and doctors and I tilted my head side ways to tell Justin that the coast is clear...We make a run for it and when we reached the car park we see a lot of police cars, I gasped and looked at Justin........

~Will they get caught? or will they get away? Read the up coming parts to know what happens to Justin and Ally!

TO BE CONTINUED!! <3








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