الجمعة، 16 يوليو 2010

What I can Never Have - Part 15

Justin went to take a shower and I went to look for something to wear. Suddenly someone bursts open the door.....

~ Ally's Perspective ~

Me: WHO ARE YOU?!
Person: Well who are you *Said it in a bitchy way*
Me: Oh, You must be Caitlin, my bad. Nice to meet you.

I extended my hand to shake her's, she just looked at it and said "Well who are you supposed to be?" ..... I pulled my hand away and thought to myself " Wow Justin is right she is Rude and Bitchy"... "I'm Ally"... " Well Ms. Ally what are you doing here!?!" , " I'm Justin's girlfriend.." , " Ha-Ha you make me laugh, who would wanna be you're boy friend!? you are ugly as hell! you're an emo, what are those scars! bahahah" . Ugh she is really getting on my nerves,don't cry be storng ,I have to calm down, at least i have to do it for Justin, I owe him so much, I owe him my life.

Me: I think we got on the wrong foot, How are you? =D
Caitlin: You just won't give it up!
Me: Give what up?!
Caitlin: This game you're playin', you are ruining Justin's career! Just leave all ready and let us be!
Me: Justin loves me and I love him!
Caitlin: Just shut the F*** up!

Justin come out of the shower and says "Wow, whats this noise?" , As soon as Caitlin saw Justin she was all over him, she hugged him, and whatever ... Justin looked at me with this annoyed face.

Justin: so what's going?
Caitlin: Well, I came in here and I wanted to surprise you, but then I saw her so I was all nice and I wanted to shake her hand, but she looked at me in this bitchy way! I don't know what's her problem?
Ally: My problem!? As soon as you came in, I was nothing but nice to you, you're the one who is being bitchy. Justin you know I would never lie to you. *Looked over to Justin*
Caitlin: What the hell!? Justin you've know me since like forever! .. you have to believe me!

Justin walked towards me and put his hands on my waist and said " Sorry Caitlin, I don't believe you..."
Caitlin: What? why?!
Justin: Cause I heard everything from the bathroom, you think I'm stupid or somethin'?
Caitlin: I'm sorry...
Justin: It's OK... just don't talk to Ally that way! you hear me!?
Caitlin: OK!
Justin: OK can you leave, i need to change and she has to..
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Justin: Are you OK?
Me: yeah, I'm fine, I swear from the moment she-
Justin: Babe I believe you, you don't have to explain... *Smiles*
Me: You always know what to say when I'm freaking out....don't you.

Justin plays around with my hair and tries to put it behind my ear...

Me: You just take my breath away, just you being here. I just can't live with out you, I need you, I need you to be here with me every step of the way. You are my first romance, first love, you are so special to me, emotionally and physically, you touch my life and enrich it. I just can't describe how much I love you, words just can't describe how i feel towards you. This magic our love is our ignorance that will never ever end, I won't let it, I just won't let it end. I feel alive when I'm with you, I can be my self, with all the scars on my body, you seem to overlook all of that and love me for who I am, and that just makes my heart skip a beat, I just don't know what I would do if i didn't have you.

I started to tear up, Justin kept staring at me, he held my face gently in his hands and wiped my tears away with his thumbs...

Justin: Ally, please don't cry.... I love you, you know that I won't ever leave you, and I just would kill my self if I was the one who made you cry and hurt. You are the angle that fell from heaven that I caught and just wouldn't let go, cause I know if I lost grip I will lose you forever. Ally you make my days, I love hearing you snore like a baby, I love the way you kiss me its as if we are in our little own world. I love they way your skin touches mine, all i wanna do all day is hug you and make you fell safe. You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldn't afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much.You are my passion, my life, my love. Without you I would have no reason to live. All the stars in the universe could not replace what we have together.

Me: Justin..

Justin: Babe, I'm not done yet....I love you, not because of what you have but because of what I feel.. I care for you, not because you need care but because I want to.. I'm always here for you, not because i want you to be with me but because i want to be with you..You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean and the beat in my heart... Never ask why I love you, just accept that I do, and that I will for the rest of my life. Ally I just simply love you, and no one can ever take you away from me, Cause I'll never let you go.

Me: Justin, I love so much!! I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go. All my dreams came true the day that I met you. You are the sunshine of my life! You brightened my world with the warmth of your Love... You are the fire that burns the passion within my soul. I love You with all my heart... I want to be your arms, I want to feel your touch, I want your lips on mine, I need you. Every moment I spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true.You are the one that never lets me sleep cause you're always on my mind, down to my soul, your touch on my lips makes me go crazy, If you're not with me my days are dark, without a glimpse of you I can't go one but now that you came into my life i feel complete.

Justin: Our love is like a merry go round, going around, driving us crazy in love. Ally you are everything to me, my world. You're like a drug and now my blood won't stop itching. If i ever lost you, its like somebody just turned the lights off and I can't see, you are my light that guides me through the dark. I love you and I will always do. I love you for being you and the way you make me feel when I'm with you!

Me: Justin, I don't know what to say, you just make me speechless, your words just makes my heart skip a beat. I was in a critical condition, i was in prison and you are the one who found the key and let me go free. When I look into your eyes I didn't see just you, I saw my today, my tomorrow, and my future for the rest of my life with you...I love you babe.

Me and Justin just stood there expressing our love, its like we are in this marry go round and I just don't want the game to stop. Justin stares at me and i can see his love to me in his gorgeous eyes, and before i know it, his lips crashed hard on mine, I pulled away to catch my breath, and he kept kissing my neck moving to my jaw and then behind my ear, he whispered " I LOVE YOU. BUT.... WANNA EAT SOMETHING, I'M HUNGRY" ... "OK, lets go, but I need to change"

~ What will Caitlin do? She is pure evil ..... BTW this is my favorite part so far! hope u like it! and enjoy!! <3>

TO BE CONTINUED!! <3




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