I opened my locker and suddenly out of no where a pile of photos fell on me, there were... pictures of me riding that stupid old tricycle and my jeans wear too skinny and tight so i ripped my jeans while i was riding the bike, my undies wear showing the whole time, and thank god i was not wearing a thong!!
people were laughing, pointing and saying some sarcastic jokes. I got SO mad that i screamed so loud that i fainted.
~~~~~ After 15minutes:
i woke up and saw an unfamiliar face staring at me....it was my PERFECT GUY!! (the crush), he said that i fainted and he carried me all the way to the nurse's office. I couldn't even say a word, i was mumbling stupid words like "thaa-annnnn-kk-u!" he lauged and said "ur welcome" and left.
these were the best five minutes that i ever had. His name is Dean Donavon he had the perfect smile, his eyes were just the perfect shade of blue, his hair was black like charcoal, his body was slim and he has a six pack.
these were the best five minutes that i ever had. His name is Dean Donavon he had the perfect smile, his eyes were just the perfect shade of blue, his hair was black like charcoal, his body was slim and he has a six pack.
The nurse said that i should go home and rest. All the way home i just thought of him, they way he looked, talked, smelled(diesel perfume). Iwas day dreaming about him, till my moom came and snaped me out of it. she started to scream at me for fainting and said that you should not talk to guys or you will have a serious consequence.(BTW MY MOM IS MEAN and i HATE her!!) I ignored my mom as if she was talking to the wall.
~~~~~~After a Month and btw its was valantines day 14/02/2009!!`~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Still Dean did not even say a word to me since that day. He would just smile at me in hall way and i doubt that he even knows my name. I started to think that he was avoiding me or something, cuz everytime i come to talk to him he turns away and walks the other way.
I went home, faught with my mom as usual, i turned on the T.V, and that does not even work. I stood up and went outside. It was so cold outside like you are in a place without light or heat or nothing. I thought to my self.."Another Valentines Day without a love one" .Why does it have to be like this every year... I've been looking forward that someone would love me with all their heart. "Why does it have to be like this?" I sighed. I was looking at the window of a restaurant i was so jealous about the other couples having dates, dinner, having movies and so much more. Suddenly i just laughed. "Haha!!! Why am i inspecting such an impossible dream. After all im just an ugly person. After strolling for an hour i decided to take a seat in a bench. The snow started to fall. Since i was alone i begun to think that there'sno one to go home to. I started to cry and thought about the sad memories being alone. Suddenly while my hands were cupped in face in my surprise i saw a man......
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